yesterday was OK.
i played a bunch of soccer and stretched and it ws good, but i also played a bunch of live poker, and ended up winning around 12 dollars, which was super dumb.

today i have done chem homework, went to RPAC with ben, and ate some good food.
there is a show tonight i might go to.

oh yeah i won around 300 dollars playin poker in about 90 minutes

today was a good day.
i went to class, ate lunch with mommy, won around 1050 dollars playing poker, we had a fun show at our house, i helped jimmy cook a little, and i got a bunch of chores done.

somehow i got my passion back
it's great
i do fun stuff all day, and stay active

i have done my list everyday now for 3 days. pushups situps brushing teeeth, excerc ise stretching, etc.

i can do this

i had a productive day.. went to RPAC I dumpstered, i bought a car, and taught ben some poker.
i'm gonan do my list then go to bed
i have class in 8 hours

i meant, i should make a list of thigns that i should do, and then do them, and then this will make my life better.

i think it's a good idea.

also i feel like making it public will encourage me to do them more so here goes a few more

these aren't daily, but things i will work at doing more

reading.
watching documentaries
making new friends
riding bicycle
(which means get a bike soon)
cook more (me learning to be the lead cook too, instead of ben)
stretch
yoga
meditate
eat healthier
spend more money on things i want to support.
resspond to people's emails.
keep up with my notebook i made for myself with todo lists for the day in it.

i will say more when i think of them.

i finally care again, for some reason.
i'm gonan grab it, hold onto it and do it forever.

today i did well at poker, went to school, played soccer, hung out with friends, ate good food, did everything on my list.
basically best day ever.

from now on everyday will be up there as best day ever

fuck the government

i figured out how to make my life better and then mnade a list of things taht i should do daily

situps.
pushups
brush teeth twice
handstands
some kind of cardio (badminton, swimming, soccer, running etc.)
clean my room if it's messy
clean my car if it's messy
write in this blog.

today was a great day and i was in the best mood in weeks.
it was really warm.
i went to class, it was OK, and I know I can get an A.
I played soccer, I did average, but it was good excercise and fun.

tomorrow me and ben are gonna go to cleveland to buy a car, so i'm gonna go to bed early tonight. i'm gonna do my list and then go to sleep.

i've been going to bed earlier.
I made around 800 dollars at poker today, it was a great day.
yesterday i was up 900 dollars and then ended losing 700 dollars so a 1600 dollar down swing which sucked. but now i'm back up...

this writing in a blog is pretty fun.
anyway off to do "list" before bed.